She left with her bank account where we stored all of our money for rent and education around $4,000. She doesn't talk to me or reply to any of my calls and texts (I'm not asking her for money.) She also moved and I don't know where exactly.
I had to rent a small apartment with a friend of mine. I can barely afford to pay the rent all i can afford is 1 ham sandwich a day and sometimes go to soup kitchens if available. I cannot get a job I've been trying for the past 2 months every day without any luck.
To add to all of this I got depression and gained random sever anxiety attacks on regular basis.
Is there anything you could suggest for me to do?
Answer
I know, it's hard, but stop thinking about her. Distract yourself somehow. Try watching different shows or start gaming. Learning is also a great way to deal with such issues, + you will gain knowledge in the end.The thing you should try to evade at all costs is trying close yourself off, staying as much as possible at home and never leaving your comfort zone. Trust me, it will make your anxiety and depression only worse. Meet up with friends, go for a walk regularly and try enjoying the company of yourself. Anyways don't make your school/work be your way out of reality or else you'll start being a workaholic, which is bad for your health. Alkohol/Drugs will make it only temporary better as well, until you get addicted. Try keeping your activities diverse as well or else you'll get focused on one activity which will make you addicted to it. Focusing on one friend and seeing him as your almighty helper will hurt you even more in the end.